Living with Lymphoma

Perhaps it is difficult for one to image that discovering that your a victom of cancer to become in fact a gift so to speak. Although I live each day in fear of dying from lymphomia I am greatful that I have had the opportunitey to be aware of this fact in time to aknowledge how greatfull I am for the people in my life. I have been given the opportunity to make certain that each one of these people know exactly how important they are to me and how much love and respect I have for them. I have been given a new sight within the eyes I have always seen through except now my visions are so much more clear and I can see things that perhaps went over looked prior. I strive each and every day to look at my life with anxious awareness of how lucky I trully am and try to find a positive out look in each situation that presents itself. I will be 42 in September 2008. WOW! This seems unimaginable to myself since my inner self thinks of myself as still a much younger adult. I hope to make it to al least 103. no matter what age I live to I am still stugeling to fight this cancer inside of me and with every new day I can only say how thankfull I am to live and love and be able to share my life w/others. so if you are as myself and are fghting the fight of your life then trully look at yourself and your life and ask yourself, “what can I do today to make my life live?” dont allow yourself to become angered and resentfull for your situation. Instead be thankfull for what you have and remember that you can do anything. You are stronger then you know and you are loved. God Bless You All. Peace Denise