Living with Cancer/Tumor Issues

I was 19 when I had my baby she was born 6 wks early with beautiful platinim blonde hair to her shoulders (thats why I puked for 7 months) she was 4 lbs she had an enlarged thumb her joints weren’t where they shoul have been. she had no espohagus. so they slit her thoat to let mucus out and put a tube in her stomach to eat for 3 years. she weighed 9 pounds than they called her a midget, she was a walking talking wonder she was mine and beautiful than her eyes ran red she had no plateletes finally after dozens of surgerys divorce loss of family I’m 26 and they say cancer fanconis anemia no cure move on let her go. I tracked down her father (in prison) tried every kind of artifical insemiation known 9of course didn’t take) so left my life I was skipped 2 grades in high school so i was on my way to my degree always wanted to be a doctor on the side modeling. NYU top scinecentist told me to not give up my life.. there was no cure worldwide in the bone marrow donor unit only way was a sibling but every one in four could be effected w/ same disease.i am now 26 meet my ex coming off rikers island (jail in Ny) GOD I DID NOT WANT TO BE THERE)3 children later i got my perfect donor. my little angel angela she was a psd(perfect sibling donor) kristie had about 3 months maybe she was dying before my eyes and my husband was selling her Growth hormones she was the first transplant at hackensack unin. hosp. and when we walked out i divorced him.. Now Im 40 my baby kristie is 70 lbs blonde and beautiful shes an LPN she’ll never have kids but thats ok we saved a egg before chemo shes only 4 ft maybe less I dress down when we go out because i might be noticable but shes beautiful dont ever give up her brother and sisters grew up in cancer wards taking care of kids with disabilities there the first ones to tease her and the first ones to protect her anyway im now 43 going for my nursing degree (associates) been alone or a single parent for 12 yrs now they haven’t seen there father so for all u guys out there divorce the wife not kids
keep going theres hope LOVE U ALL THANKS